Melody of autumn re-done.

Our palms and fingers got tinctured a dirty yellow colour from cheap tobacco...
It's... Autumn.
Nature works its deadly ways. All I can do now is watch and sigh.
I quietly bring my hand to the yellow tree leafs. It is faintly visible... like the rest of me.
And so I stand there, back turned to the ones I once believed in, to the ones I once trusted, to the ones I still, unfortunately, care for and love... –Fingerless, handless. Heartless perhaps ?

A feeling, as if I would be pierced by an invisible needle overwhelms me.
A strangely heavy, yet warm thought takes over everything in my thoughtful head -
I’ll fly away into the sky with the melancholic melody of Autumn and watch you from above, watching me unknowingly, gazing up at my cloud; a cloud as light and grey as the melody of Autumn itself.


Org.- 18th / 28th September, 2007
Redone – 18th August, 2009 – preparing for Autumn.

Quiet!
You mustn’t make a sound!
The book.. It’s your life, still unfinished, yet.. Strangely, only a few blank pages left as it seems.
Shut up! Just stare at the page as the crimson blood engraves your unspoken words…
Society won’t let you talk, you have no such right.
You have a right to turn the yellow pages, and an obligation to stay silent.
Don’t think, don’t blink, don’t even breath loudly ! Just stay quiet!
Soon your book will be finished.
But… Do you naively think any narrow-minded, tamed erudite will bother reading it ?
No.

So stay quiet, don’t even think – your book will be finished soon anyways.
Just... stay silent.

Pagaliau pabudusi Žiema nusileido ant žemės savo snieguota skraiste.
Medžiai pabarstyti cukraus pudra...
Kiekviena šaka ir šakelė saldžiai nubalinta.
O tamsiame nakties mėlinume, žibinto šviesoje vėjas tą cukraus pudrą skraidina...
Taip lengvai, gracingai, sukdamas kiekvieną baltą žvaigždelę ore valso žingsniu..
Ir atsargiai tupdo jas ant mūsų blakstienų..

FROOOOOM Hanna. XD Who stole the tags from her friend too XDD
Anyways

Blonde-test. If I get 19 or more I'm a blonde.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (this happens ALL THE TIME XD )
[] You have ran into a tree.
[] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (OMG!! They have the same rhythm!! )
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[x] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice
[x] You just looked at it.
[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ] People have called you slow.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire ( ; XD )
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class (every week XD)
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[x] You just laughed.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[x] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket (oh boy... )
[] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

30...great
XDDD
WOOOOOOT
GAYWAY TO GO KARII !!!!!!! <3

Esu lopšys, supamas virš šaltos kapo duobės.
Atleisk man, meile mano, bet dids buvo mano skausmas.
O juk tiesa- tai vėjo vaikymas… Aklas tas, kuris nepamato akivaizdžių apgaulių ir pasileidžia levandų migla bristi.
Negalėjai gyventi veidrodžių karalystėje - gyvenimo taip niekada ir nepamatysi.
(Tyla, Tyla,… Tyla… )
(Padėk mums mielas Tėve, ak padėk.. )
Tebūnie mes dvi beribės amžinybės, susijungiančios į vieną, trumpą dieną.
O mūsų apsurdiški laiko tarpai tarp širdies dūžių krutinėje - nesibaigiantis pragaras be liepsnų..



Tai va, seniai jau šita ..umm.. monologą (??) rašiau savo puslapyje, o dabar sergu, nuotaika, kaip suprantat, nekokia, o ir seną journal'ą būtų ne prošal pasikeist.
Tikiuosi lietuviškas šriftas čia veiks, arba reikės perrašyėt su didejančiu galvos skausmu.. -__-
Arba, negražiai pasakius, ant visko PADĖSIU ir eisiu vėl gult į lovą(nors gulėti trečią dieną tokiai kaip aš didžiausias pragaras... bet ką jau padarysi, kai temperatūra vos ne 40 ir nelabai jau kaip atsistosi, nekalbant apie visokius šokinėjimus ir t.t. ... ). xD